I faced my worst nightmare today by trying to change my computer fan to a more silent one. My desktop ended up not being able to turn on and now i having difficulty planning my Shenzhen trip. The Shenzhen trip is a great risk that i decided to take. At first, i intend to go there to look for opportunity products to bring back to singapore to sell due to the low cost incurrence. However, i'm thoroughly afraid that this would be a wasted trip if not planned properly. It is way too risky and i am in a dilema.

Not that my mum don't want to give me the money but i feel depressed using it. There is no freedom in using someone else money knowing that you will have to pay them back some day. My mum don't expect me to pay her back but i just don't feel good using the money.

I'm still wondering when will i get out of this torturing state of financial instability because it is limiting my choices in life.

I wish i can be a carefree person like him who spents without thinking and living day by day happily with no doubts and uncertainties.

I'm just too complicated!

I thought i have stopped blogging for a long time but i decided to write this post because i am looking for answers to my flawed mind. Someone told me that the human mind is limitless, a mind so powerful that it can achieved and accomplish a lot of complicated tasks that you never imagined that you or someone else could do.

Recently, my mind has been flooded with a lot of imaginations about how things work and the mechanics behind limitless things. The more i think about it, the more i think that it can be done.

Things like:
-Leanrning a new photoshop, Gimp
-Programming a website
-Re-organize and design my house
-Modifying my fishing rod, rollerblades

However, ideas flash by in just seconds and if you don't get it done, you can just discard the idea. The mostly likely this type of flashes happen to me when i am either busy rushing for something or late for an outing. But when i am free of anything, i cannot think of anything. When i'm free to do all these, my mind just blacks out like a blank.

I just don't understand why i know how to do it but when it comes to the implication, i forget everything.

 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 

 
 
 
Interesting House with lots of toys hanging
Pig organs mix with Xo, one of the best i've ever eaten..

Travelled 4-5 hrs by bus 30rm
 


Flight booked at S$35 per person.. Pretty worth it
 

 

28rm per person, bad environment, comfortable aircon and bed. Worth for a short night stay
 
 
 

No "approved" or "disapprove" in bold, NTU have to go one round to tell me that i'm rejected.

MY alumini card, 3 years NYP membership after graduation. The glossy gold seems like a disguise for a credit card..

the W.E.A.K one..

I'm the Pirate

the adventurers

Hehe, too bad i'm not the culprit

Where's the fine, i only see the sign

aunty, thanks for the picture

i taught the aunty how to shoot us better

What can i do??